Saturday, February 28, 2009

Anti-Social Behaviours

Dearest Sisters,

Should I display any anti-social behaviours when you see me tomorrow, please understand that I am going through the abyss of my Bipolar Disorder, which typically occurs every 2.5 years. Right now I'm terrified of meeting people, strangers and familiar faces alike, I fear noise especially when waiting to pick up the kids, and all I want to do is to live in my own world. I know this is not the right thing to do, but let me take a step at a time, ie. get used to one person at a time again. Don't worry, I'm not fighting the battle alone, I have Pauline, Natalie, Lay Choo, my husband and most important of all, God. I'll make it, just give me some time.

Rest asuured I still love you.

Love,
Carol

5 comments:

The Kuwe Family said...

ha ha ha :)

I laugh because u so cute la..

depite yr condition , you still assure us( me) that u still love me.

Thank you,
this morning I was thinking about you, cos didn't get to talk to u on fri, sat and also sun,,, then I saw this blog,, hey, how do you know , I was thinking about u and need your assurance?

Thanks Carol,

Lov you always,
and God is with you too.

Veron

cccsisterhood said...

Yes, I echo Veron.
I have been thinking of you too. Thanks for taking time to blog becos u are one main pillar that keeps this blog alive.
Praying for you ;)

SK

Ting said...

Dear Carol.

I don't know you well, in fact only spoke to you for the 1st time last Sunday. However, I am very inspired seeing you bring friends to church and encouraging the girl Meixin to study the bible. I think you have inspired and encouraged many by that despite your condition. Well done sis, pls persevere on!

Ting

cccsisterhood said...

Just tot of you yesterday.. as Trina told me didn't see natalie in kids kingdom as they are in the same group.
Thanks for your being ope about your condition. Will be praying for you...

Love
Lingling

Sunshine Chong said...

Sis, I get to know you so much through the blog. I also search through the net about bipolar disorder to better understand what you are going through.

Yesterday night, Kevin and I were just talking about inviting Adrain & you to pair up with us for date. Many of us are thinking of you huh.

Take your time, will be praying for you.

Love,
Bee