Attitude Problem

Having some attitude problem right now. Very grouchy and ready to pick a fight over any small matter. You see, Adrian will be gone for the whole June holidays and beyond. He's got reservist before the holidays start, and once the ICT is over, he has to immediately fly to Melbourne for 2 weeks, which means he'll be back only when school reopens. What am I supposed to do with the kids 4 weeks long??? I think I'm not going to give a heck about it and book a chalet and get away from home for a few days, even if finance is tight. I'm not going to get myself stuck at home. I'm really furious that things have turned out this way. The kids and I have been looking forward to the June holidays for so long, longing for Wild Wild Wet together with Adrian and now the whole month is burnt. Pig. Swine. Turtle. Mutant. Pissed. Attitude problem surfacing. I'll repent, but let me fume it out first. Fed up lah